Comm Care Event 29th October 2005

Called to host again..

Punggol Primary School.

Its a really hot and scorching day..something in my heart draws me back to the school compound, it suddenly feels good to be in the company of kids again after the 6 month stint as a relief teacher..

Is is You Lord? DO you want me to be a teacher? Need the confirmation...can't see the future...
my current job is ending soon...i can feel it even if my boss dun tell me about my contract renewal...
The kids...loved them, a few of them remembered me from the first Comm care event that we had in June, the sweet little Malay girl who's really on and Chinese girl called Yilin...

Love to be in the company of kids, played and chatted with some of them...

Helped Poy tie the balloon sculptures, another Indian kid Vickes comes along....my heart just wanna go out and cuddle her and to show love to her as i watched her play the balloons in a childlike manner..:) ....hey in case any ppl out there thinking..this is not a warped mind speaking wahah...

I am born into okay lah....slightly more privilege than the others, think it would take me a while to understand their plight and their family background their pain and their plight...each would have a story to tell...the hosting went well, my co-host Zhen Min really had to talk as if we are talking to kids ...going down to their levels so that the kids will understand....

Compassion for the kids grew in my heart...this day is for them Lord! I hope to bring too some joy in the lives! think i screamed louder than the kids during the games, playing with them really warms my heart..

What's this tugging of the heart? Is it the calling of a teacher?

I have never felt this before...

sigh ..saw the someone again...how long more will this someone keep swimming in my mind like that? ..its a good 2 long months le....Lord Jesus set me free....