Monday, November 14, 2005

Forrest Gump's Feather!!

It was one of thoes rare and lazy afternoons last Saturday i guess...i was sitting on my couch at home munching a banana...and would u believe it....asking God at the same time about my life..praying to God that He would speak to me more and reveal my weakness...why am i so emotional?

sigh....those lazy afternoons where you wanna do anything but just daydream..but this day is different...God was showing me all those flashbacks of my last few months..the mistakes that I have made...of course the joy and laughter shared...then my thoughts fall on......well......that someone and the particular phase where i was so emotionally affected...and would you believe it? When I was praying to God to heal me and to reveal to me my purpose and future...a feather fell to my shoulder! a small white sweet feather...macham Forrest Gump when he opened his book in the movie and the feather flew out.....

It was like a very sweet moment and I felt as if an angel with wings was with me at that moment...listening to me and really comforting me....all this happening when i was praying and thinking about sigh....and you would think that "aiyah that silly Rachel, sit there whole day think of that only.." To me its a comforting thought from God that He heals my hurts and fulfills my needs...my rest of the day was basked in love just with God at how beautiful He chose to reveal about my life and His plans for me bit by bit...rather than a huge torchlight to immediately reveal all things...its was like a warm lamp showing bits slowly..:)

The song "Under the Shadow of Your Wings" began to play in my mind...

" Under the Shadow of Your wings, I will fly ..."

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